I was so damned nervous, I just sat and watched the movie, actually shooting my load in my pants. Here I was jerking off to whatever straight porn I could find that had guys in it, and there were fucking movies that had nothing but men fucking! The first time I ever went, I remember cutting school and going to the first one I could find - the Big Top, which has since gone to fuck-flick heaven. The one day - I remember the feeling of being struck by lightning - it came to me. I can remember the first time I ever heard about such things - although I knew I was into guys, I couldn't figure out how you could make a porno movie that was all-male. I first started going to the all-male theaters when I was about 18.